Unknowned Itches~

Afta Endin up d msn conversation wit Dear...

Vy had a realli Hard tym fallin Aslp...

Dere's all dis Rashes spreadin up Vy's whole Body...

It realli Itches Vy so much...

D more Vy'd been scratchin, d More it spreads...

Were wide Awake 4 d whole Nite due 2 d itchiness...

Woken Vy's Dear up bt HE's in such Blurr condition..

As a results...

Vy rushed 2 d Hosp, visitin d Emergencies...

It was 7a.m. in d Mornin..

Doc kept askin whetha Vy'd face any Coughs or Suffocations..

D ans is... No.

Well... Dis is Wt happened~~

2 Injections + a packet of Glucose...

Doc allows Vy 2 go bac afta few hrs Observation...

Even doc Dunno y dis happens...

Said was Allergies~~

Frens, Almoz Ends, Couples~

2 more Hrs it'll b Vy's 10th day W/Out HIM~

I's so Sweet of HIM s Vy saw wt HE posted up in Fb 4 Vy...

Vy chat wit HIM tru Msn...

Sumhw, due 2 HIM kept Askin Vy bac...

Fr a normal chat, it slowly bcame a chat where...

Vy confronted HIM, Tellin HIM all d Hurtful things Vy'd had in Mind...

Afta a Long chat....

Undeniable Vy realli felt so Touched by HIS words n Promises made..

So, instead of Givin up dos Hopes in Our relationship...

Vy decided 2 guv both Us a Chance...

Vy told HIM...

In order 2 giv
Us more tym 2 Understan each otha more...

Lets start bac fr d Beginnin...

Lets start fr bein Frens...

Vy promised nt 2 take away d Possiblity 4 Us 2 b bac 2getha...

Auto off9 again...

Vy realli tot HE'd understan....

Bt d Miserables r Alwiz awaitin in d Corner...

V r still Frens s wt V dealt...

Bt....

Misunderstandins still brought Us in2 Arguements...

T_T

Hw cud V hav a Happi Couples' Life;

When V Cudn even deal wit Lifes bein Frens??

At dt tym..

Vy realli realli do felt s if Vy's Heart 2wards HIM is dyin...

Almos DEAD....

Though Vy's Luv 4 HIM neva dies...

Vy's Heart juz felt so~

Dead...

Sumhw....

HE managed 2 Pull Vy bac..

Vy honestly dunno Hw HE'd done it..

HE's lyk Wrappin Vy's Heart in HIS arms...

Healin dem in a Way...

In d End...

Instead of startin off fr Frens...

Vy Agreed 2 go bac, cuddlin in HIS arms...

V both noe hw much V Needed each othas...

Vy cud felt Vy's Luv 2wards HIM is so Strong..

Whilst, HIS Efforts does showed hw much HE wanted 2 Recover Our relationship...

Bt....

Will things realli Work Out in between Us dis tym??

Laz Hope 4 Him & 4 Vy~

HE'll b graduatin in SIA ltr...

Vy mean 2day on d 30th of Jul...

Wish Vy cud b dere 2 c HIM graduate...

HE'll officially b a Steward afta d Graduation...

Dis pics was taken durin HIS Degree graduation..

It was oso Vy's 1st tym,

Takin pic wit Vy's Luv durin HIS graduation..

Bt guess It'll oso b Vy's Laz tym...

Afta tml, it'll b d 10th Day w/out HIM...

Vy'd made up Vy's Mind...

On d 10th Day V were apart,

Vy will make a Decision.........

Vy decided 2 Let Go d Hope...

Of HIM bein Able 2 Find d Key~~~

Coz Vy'd been very Xhausted...

Vy dun wanna kip Hopin 4 Nothin...

Bt Vy realli Wish 2 Kiss HIM 4 d Laz Tym...

T_T

Vy Luv HIM~~

9th Day W/Out Him~

Its Oni d 30th of Jul....

19 more Days~~

Haiz...

Its been 9 Days afta HE Let Go of Vy~~

Vy's Heart is stil Locked...

Vy received HIS Commented on Vy's blog...

...

Vy noe...

"U noe d Key~~"

D Key 2 Vy's Heart....

"U noe it Deep INSIDE of U...

Bt~

D Wall in U, dt was Destiny 2 put Us APART,

Hides d Key fr U...

Dts y d Evry1 can c d Key bt nt U...

Waste No more Tym & Strength in Searchin 4 d Key...

Mayb Vy realli Dun meant 4 U..."

Wasted Lor Bak~

So Sick~~

Bt still gotta Walk a Long way,

Walkin Up n Down all dos Staircase....

Nearly Faint due 2 Lack of Oxigen~~

Yesterday nite, tru Msn,

HE told Vy HE misses Lor Bak....

2day Vy Purposely buy Lor Bak let HIM c de...^^

Bt too Bad...

Vy nt Yt even eaten any,,

Were Finished up by Vy's Aunt's Pup named WinWay~~

Dis is Vy's Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner...

Wit a Tom Yam Mee Cup s Appetizer... =.=

Long Tym No C~

Tot HE'll nt call 2nite...

Bt HE Msn wit Vy...

Had nt Seen HIS face afta V Broke up...

Till, HE sent Vy a Video call~~

HE's cute isnt HE??

Bt....

V chat s a Fren~~

Dis is d 1st tym Vy c Vy's LUV fell Aslp even V r so far Away~~

Hw Nice isit if Vy cud c HIM slpin 4 d Whole nite...

Bt due 2 d line Prob... Vy's msn went Off9....

Haiz...

Stil Cudn slp~~

Plan 2 b HIS alarm Clock...

Vy's so Afraid dt HE Ovrslept due 2 Chattin wit Vy...

Poor HIM oni had Less den 3hrs Slp~~
Woke up at 6sumtin~

Afta Ringin HIM up,

Vy finally fell Aslp...

Vy had no Idea wt Happened afta dt...

Hmm....

Did Vy Said or Done anythin Out of Mind??

Dt'll b so Embarassin...

Vy woke up Dis mornin, Sick~~

Key 2 Vy's Heart~

Vy Dun wanna Reject HIS Luv...

Cos Vy realli Miss HIS Luv so much...

Bt Vy noe HE wont noe hw 2 get d Key 2 open bac Vy's HEART~~

HE wont noe Wt Vy nid 2 feel Secure..

Vy dun wan Ppl 2 tink of Vy s a Cheap gurl, Beggin Bac Vy's LUV~~

T_T

Vy Misses HIM.....

Sobs...

T_T

没有“心”的第八天~

又一天~~

没有他的日子已经是第八天了。。。

T_T

我的心，亦然那么难过。。。

但我却一次又一次的拒绝他~~

我到底该不该拒绝他？？